This year is extremely crucial for me and there are times when I doubt myself and feel like a fool for taking up such a challenge in the first place. But at the same time there are times when I think of what the future might hold if I am successful. And without going into details I can say that the challenges are multi-fold. To begin with I have to work doubly hard to complete the new professional assigments. So much so that I find it difficult to completely switch off from work. Even after coming back from work I find myself continuously thinking about the new projects. There have been times when I have thought of something new in the middle of night and have got up from my sleep. To add to this is of course that my kiddo is going through a slightly difficult phase in her life and demands full attention. She is a extremely intelligent and smart kid and I say this is pride does all her homework herself with hardly any help from your s truly but at the same time I like to give time to her. Besides there are other things which I wont like to talk here. Suffice to say that I just have to put my best foot forward in every sphere of life...I guess one has to do that all the time but there are times when it is more important than others and clearly that time is now in my life. I do need some help in self motivation...
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