I am staring at my laptop. I have been staring for the last half an hour trying to fill up the pages. I don't feel good about myself nowadays.
It has been weeks since I wrote anything. How does one start writing when the mind is blank, when it refuses to function? What do you do when you don't have anywhere to do? How does one start all over again? Hell, I don't even feel like reading nowadays or even going out with friends. I have been reading John Grisham book for the last one month now. Seriously, John Grisham and more than a month. Maybe it is a burn out...don't know.
I just feel that life is not fun right now, that I am simply going through the motions without being involved. Hope it is short lived and I am able to take some tough decisions, which cannot be postponed any more.
I have been in inertia for some time now and usually (for me) this ends with me deciding one fine that I don't want to feel like that ever again. And so I change till I get into inertia again...
It has been weeks since I wrote anything. How does one start writing when the mind is blank, when it refuses to function? What do you do when you don't have anywhere to do? How does one start all over again? Hell, I don't even feel like reading nowadays or even going out with friends. I have been reading John Grisham book for the last one month now. Seriously, John Grisham and more than a month. Maybe it is a burn out...don't know.
I just feel that life is not fun right now, that I am simply going through the motions without being involved. Hope it is short lived and I am able to take some tough decisions, which cannot be postponed any more.
I have been in inertia for some time now and usually (for me) this ends with me deciding one fine that I don't want to feel like that ever again. And so I change till I get into inertia again...
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